Abdominal pain seems to be worsened. I have a bad heartburn as well as stomach cramp. The weather is not at my side too. Am I living in a desert? It's hot all day and night long. Aircond is my best friend at the moment. I am in a situation where everything is not right! I need to be cheered up. The backache like an attachment to my body. It's pinned and hooked up soooo 'good' until I hardly lie down and couldn't sleep soundly. Left to right, right to left... I wish I can have more option in my position. Emotion-wise is pretty ding-dong. I am lacking stability. I need a rest! I need a rest! I need a rest!